When Keith decided to stop talking to me, I pleaded with him and said if he ever changed his mind I would be here. I keep feeling tempted to email him and say never mind, but I’m sure he won’t contact me anyway. Why would I want to hear from someone who cut me out like that, with no real warning? I apologized, admitted my fault, and said I would try to tone down talking about things we disagree on since this was the first time I found out how upset he was, but that wasn’t enough, somehow I was supposed to go back in time and change my past behavior. Anyway, he knows about this blog, but probably doesn’t read it. But if he does look and see this, he’ll know. He hurt me more than I thought possible, and I’m done inviting people who hurt me back into my life.